Well I am in my second class of the school year. Do I like it? No I don’t I figured this class would be a no brainer, well I find out that I am wrong. I also learned to write things “in your own words” means to paraphrase everything. I find that really hard to do. I really regret taking college online. If I knew of a way to get out of it I would. right now it is too late for me because I already borrowed the money for the school. Every assignment I have, I have felt like crying because it just seems so hard for me. Everything I write has to have its resources etc. I feel like a child that wants to run away from this instead of sticking it through. I just do not feel smart enough for this school. People think online is easy but it really isn’t. You really do not have the option of getting help when you need it. I feel so disappointed in myself as well. I just feel so stupid. I do not think there is hope for me. I feel like a failure. I want to quit so bad. I am indeed troubled. I just pray I can make it through this with out failing a class because I sure can’t quit.
Ok next subject. I went to my 6 month appointment for a check up. All is good. I have the same medications. I do not have to show back up till another 6 months.
Relaxation. OK on the verge of relaxation I a playing Shaiya again. This time I am a woman fighter. I am level 13 here is a picture of my character.


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