Testing 1, 2,3....

Well I am trying a new program out. Well I am sure it isn't new but it is new to me. It is a Blog editor called Qumana. I am not sure how I like it to be honest. I might switch back to live writer. The text is awfully weird. It shows a big space between sentences. I It also doesn't have my normal font on this either. I am not sure how this will turn out. I have had another good day today. I have been sort of tired, but I woke up at 3 in the morning, and returned to bed at 5 in the morning. I slept until 8 or 9 in the morning. Snuggles and I spent a lot of time outside. We can not go exploring for a while. My dad butchered 16 chickens today, unfortunately he dumped the body parts in the fence row. That i wear Snuggles and I would normally go to get to the woods. It also is the way to the wild raspberries. So yeah, not going that way, especially with a coon hound. My partner is on vacation. She will get a hold of me when She gets back. I am hoping She has fun.

I just looked out the windows, the lighting bugs are out doing their little mating rituals with their lights. I remember when I was little I would get a jar from dad and a lid. He would put holes in it, and I scampered off to catch the bugs. You know what I am as easily amused then as I am now. I never loss that. I am not sure if it is a good thing, or not, but I do not really think it hurts to be childlike. I am more gullible then most. Which isn't so good. I get taken advantage of a lot because I have a bad habit of being gullible, and trusting people . I hope someday I will not be so gullible. being gullible can get you hurt. I have been hurt a lot of times, emotionally, or let down. That is one thing that I love about Brigitte. I feel safe with her, and I know She wouldn't do anything to ever hurt me, because She loves me too much. Yes we had our ups and downs, but I believe they are required to enable the relationship to improve and get us to grow closer. That is what happen to Brigitte and I. We had one big blow out. It brought us closer, and made us look at reality. That is why I feel so safe with her, and I trust Her, and know She will never hurt me, because She loves me.

Hmm nope this program sucks, I am just going to use the blogger. I just put the feedflares in and if I go to live writer it will not have that, so I am just going to use what Blogger gives me.

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